It's been a while.

Its been a long time... Why is that? Well a 100 different things have been on my plate. Photography, being a single mom to twin boys, COVID, online forced home schooling, Vegas, Washington, Vegas, Washington, Idaho, Uthah, Montana, Oregon, California, traveling to Alaska, Writing a childrens book, getting book published, getting a job, interning at a fab spa, road trips,loosing things I thought were important to me, finding out that it never was. Keep a household running, moving and moving back home. Find the love of my life that has been in my life as my friend for a few years. When we met it was over for me, with him it is very different.

It is all alittle overwhelming but after all these moments I have grown. When I say that I have grown it wasn't with out pain and it wasn't out of rewards. I put in a ton of work with a wonderful threapist. When I say I put in the work I mean I talked about things that made me ill, made me mad made me sad but it also made me realize the things in my past I wont ever go through or put up with again. I don't need to feel badly about people who choose to leave my life. That is life we have people that come and go. I know that I am not the best friend all of the time and like a plant if you don't water the relationships that we have they will fade away.

A few health thigs thrown in there for me, for the boys, for some close friends and family. I knew understanding of what my parents have done for me, we never know what our parents do for us until we become parents ourselves. With every parent/child relationship there are always ups and downs but the things I have been taught and have learned is the fact that I will never give up on my parents, my children or that handful of people in mylife and you want to know something else they will never give up on me.

Self love and self care is so important right now. One of my self care things that make me feel grounded and centered is writing and getting back into my blog is going to help me feel like myself. I want to thank you all for being so nice and understanding when I take these big steps back. In the past six years I never have felt put togehter. (I am naturally a hot mess) but now I am feeling like slowly piece by piece my life is starting to become whole again, well maybe not again but for the first time in my adult life I feel like I am making big steps forward in a positive part of mylife.

So stay tuned we will be working on the blog to grow and for you to be able to stay up to date with all of our adventures... maybe one day we will even be a party of 4 :)